Thursday, May 7, 2009
where?

where are we now? hoping that you could understand but obviously you dont. yeah, like duh. i really hope that people could fucking understand my fucking situation. bitch please. you're just wasting your ass off. wtf are you trying to prove? are you trying to pull my friends away by saying all those shits? regarding yourself as a great friend to me but no, obviously you dont fucking understand me. so stop pushing things over the edge.
fuck you man. i thought you were different, a great friend whom i could rely on. but NO, youre not. wtf? you gotta understand my fucking situation. please. OMG. what are you thinking? i guess you're just the same like the rest. have you ever thought what i've done for you? i was always there. remember? but now, things changed. people change, situation's changed. please fucking understand.
i didnt know that you'd turn out so bitchy and shits. you're just the typical kinda person. i guess you're just the same as minah? do you think so? well i know so. you're just so spoilt and stuff you know. hey, open your fucking eyes. you already got him what more do you want? what else? im fucking disappointed in you and so am i surprised by your actions. why? man, all you gotta do is understand. stop stating shits on the cyberworld cause it wont affect me.
you're pissing me off by your actions. well, you just lost everything babe. yeah, you just lost. you're done. stop these shits. you're spitting shits that could stir up people's feelings. seriously. i just dont fucking understand what you're trying to convey here. you got everything, love, money, friends and shits. well, heres a tip. treasure them not toying around with them. you know me, and i just cant stand bitching. i can be your bestest friend and so can i be your worst friend. you make the pick.
i am fucking done and over this. so, if you've got something to say, you better make it simple and nice. the reason of not informing of the change was because you're just a completely different person. a person whom i dont know know. where's the old you? you used to understand. times can be like before cause you fucking know im attached. you're treating this whole shit like im having a serious relationship with you when i dont. stop it. its so fucking annoying and attention seeking. you think you got what it takes? spit it. say it to my face. cause you dont matter no more just like you said how i dont matter.
im real sorry about the harsness that was exploited here. but seriously, anyone in my shoe would be fired up too. think of what youve done. whether its right or wrong. im really sorry. things changed and people changed. you're a fucking disappointment. seriously. remember, treasure your friends, your family. theyre all you have left. take care.