Thursday, April 30, 2009
argh.
im currently sick. not feeling well. been very busy. throat hurts like fuck. damn it. i cant even swallow my own saliva properly. i promise i'll update a proper one soon. for now, just pray for me that i'll get well soon okay? please. i really miss my friends. see you guys soon. and honey, ilyvm. :) bye.
P.S. dont even try to bring us down, cause you will never succeed. you people are just a bunch of cum swallowing faggots. fuck you.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
bleah.
i want to stare into your eyes.
everyday of my life not even
getting bored or tired of seeing
you infront of me day after day.
i shall wrap my arms around you,
to keep you warm and comfortable.
making you feel safe in my arms
and never want me to let you go.
whisper deep into my ears softly,
tell me of the wonders you've had
whenever you're with me baby.
tell me softly, that you want me.
i love the way you touch my hands,
i love the way you kiss my cheeks.
the way you say you love me badly
and never want me to ever go.
for you my dear im willing to try,
whatever it takes even if i have to cry,
to make your days a beautiful one,
yet a sweet and memorable ride.
i'll try my best to make this work,
i wont disappoint you my dearest love.
to make you happy out of your blues,
i wont stop saying that i love you.
why cant everyone live in peace?
why not? why the unhappiness? why the rage?
live in democracy? live happy? live in hatred?
why? bombs, explosions, death, fuck,
destruction, killings, rape, molestations,
abuse, riots, race riots, hate, anger.
too much to list cause everyday humans
just hate one another, backstabbing,
criticizing, discriminating, hating, fighting,
hurting, killing, damaging, corrupting
and all that kinda shits fuck you.
don't you fucking realise? the earth, the world
is getting older and older and soon its gone.
why cant live in harmony? god loves
people who loves one another. why?
we're all gods creations. given the chance
to live life, to walk, talk, smile, laugh and all.
given to you hands, legs, brain, eyes, nose and mouth.
what do you use them for? harm? damage? corruption?
is it really worth living in hate and anger?
is it really worth living in discrimination?
is it really worth living in the eyes of a killer?
stabbing people in the back, is just the same
as murdering someone right? wtf guys.
living in peace is just plain easy as 12345.
learn to love, learn to appreciate, learn to respect.
does it make you happy to see people getting hurt?
does it make you happy seeing people cry in tears?
does it make you happy to see people being hated?
does it make you happy that you're a part of it?
a part of this fucking shit? what have you gotta prove?
it all comes back to you in the end, seriously .
everyone is a part of this. everyone is.
there is no point hating, fighting, killing
as you know that one day you will die and rot.
just like everyone else, everyone dies. you die.
so whats the point? you can hate all you want,
you can kill all you want, you can fight or discriminate
all you want cause when the time comes, you lose.
you lose everything. you think people gonna help you?
no they wont. im sure they wont. cause you would just
fade away slowly just like when sugar dissolves into water.
create. peace. love. friendship. family. not war. fights. chaos.
riots. fights. hate. death. destruction. filth. greed.
you're living in a democratic society bitch. stop selling
and corrupting peoples minds with your political bullshits.
it doesnt work, cause in my dicionary, you shits dont exist.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
dead.
war? destruction? chaos? riots?
the conclusion? the point? what?
whats the fucking point? why?
everywhere, everyday. death.
because? power and control.
innocent lives. dead because?
fight for whats not, your rights.
my fucking point? hate? anger?
why pissed? any better? changes?
happy? your life but their end?
prove yours, whats good? why?
final conclusion? peace? no war?
you do yours, and i'll do mine.
everyone has one. do it right.
God, bless our souls with peace.
let's do our part to bring peace.
Monday, April 6, 2009
pissed.
im damn pissed. yeah, i am. im still searching, not giving up. yeah, i swear to god, i swear upon my mothers grave, that i will find you. i will fucking hunt you down. god, please lead me to this motherfucker, yeah. i want a piece of him/her. i definitely cant tolerate with people who fucking says anything about my mum. you disgust me. you despise me. im pissed. im fucked up.
whoever you are, you tagged me, you are trying to find trouble i guess. for i know, that i have no enemies. im ashamed by your actions. a low life piece of coward. i know you're one of those, who thinks that you're so fucking proud of your scene. if you are, if you consider yourself one of those who has pride and glory for yours, why dont you fucking show yourself instead of hiding?
you're just afraid. maybe i know you? im not sure. you are just a piece of coward.why hide? show yourself. maybe one day, i'll bump into you. and i wont hesitate to fuck you. i swear i wont hesitate. i swear i will, i will make you swallow your words. i'll make you regret for what you say. i fucking swear to god. to tag name, mak kau, if you think you're so tough, show your fucking self. this may not be a big deal to you, but it is to me. you mentioned my mum, and i swear thatim gonna make you crawl back to your mothers womb.
if you think you're some big shot, show me. if you wanna go, im ready to go. dont go fucking throw shits at me. i am so hoping that i know who you are and by then, i fucking swear that im gonna make you swallow your words. if you got pride, show yourself. cause in the first place, you're the one who wants trouble, not me. if you think thats your fucking pride, you're just a disgust to your scene.
you might as well go join some cheap gang. fuck you. yeah, walk away while you can, cause i swear i'll meet you one day. and that one day, is getting near. i swear to god, i swear upon my mother's grave. when i see you, you better say sorry or i'll fuck you.
stay away, fuck off.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Private.
I have my own reasons as to why i kept this blog private. So don't ask. Will update again, soon!
Friday, April 3, 2009
pop.
hey earthlings. sup? haha. okay, i just came back from the salon. i just cut my hair short eventhough its already quite short. haha. wth. i hate it when its long, cause its like very curly whirly like wtf. haha. not to mention, its Azri's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZRI! may all your wishes come true and may you be happy always. And to Rara, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY!
okay, yesterday i went swimming! with girlfriend at the jurong east swimming complex. actually, we're supposed to jog in the morning at 730? haha. but girlfriend didnt want to cause i didn't sleep the whole night due to exploring at sembawang park. and she knows that im gonna be tired and all. so sweet! hehe. aku sayang kamu, bodoh! haha.
yeah, met her ard 10? and off we went. had a great time. i had fun with girlfriend around. that is like the first time i went swimming with my girlfriend. haha. it was one of the most memorable days of my life. hehe. everytime we do things together, i can feel that im loved even more than before. i feel secured and stuffs. i just simply love you. i had a splashing good time!
after swimming, we went to jurong point to eat cause we were damn starving. very hungry, didnt have a proper meal for breakfast. i only ate like 1 and a half curry puff which i shared with girlfriend? haha. wtf. we had our lunch at banquet. both of us ordered the same food. chicken cutlet noodle. yummy! hehe. so nice. after eating, we walked around jurong point. window shopping. jurong point is getting bigger and nicer. haha.
we're getting tired and decided to go home. took 187 and off we go. after we sat down, i dozed off in an instant, with my head on girlfriend's shoulder. she wrapped her arms around me to prevent me from falling off my seat. so sweeeeet! syg kamu! upon reaching girlfriend's bustop, girlfriend said to me to just alight at woodlands as she knew that i was super tired and sleepy cause i only had an hour of sleep? wth. haha. so yeah, we continued our bus ride to woodlands.
when we reached woodlands, we strolled around for a while. bought her mum and sis some food and then off we go back to girlfriend's crib. it took like 30 mins to reach. and after that im having jamming. so, finally, reached her crib, sent her off. kissed her goodbye and off we go our seperate ways. haha. i still have to go to bugis to jam. wtfish! haha. im already super tired plus sleepy.
i shall not elaborate more. okay, i had fun yesterday. jamming session went well now with our old guitarist back, taufik. haha. the new songs ready for recording so, stay tuned guys. hehe. cant wait to record. girlfriend, i had a great time with you. i love you very very much! wee! haha. okay then, see you guys on the next post. im getting ready to go out to fetch girlfriend. bye!
we'll fly around the world,
and be on top of everyone,
we'll watch the stars every night,
we'll fly around the world,
and make it a memory,
so we can share it with everyone.
you're my heart, and my soul,
you're my beautiful.
please take me with you,
wherever you go, wherever ever you go.
i love you, honey.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
cowards.
gangsters? bullies? define them please. cause i seriously need to fucking figure this shit out. i just dont fucking understand these kinda people. yeah, like seriously. a group of people, who declared themselves gangsters, who thinks that they are so much of a big deal but actually they are not. they are almost everywhere around the world, your neighbourhood, streets. they are pretty much like parasites. in fact, they are much more worst than a parasite.
do you think that you're so fucking of a big deal? to you, you people might think that you're an icon. but you're just a low class no life piece of shit whose trying so hard to get our fucking attention. im so fucking pissed looking at these kinda people. everyday and every night i see these kinda people, on the streets. walking with their so called fucking pride on their chests showing off what they got when they actually have nothing.
many as young as 13? who are you kidding man? you're just a fucking small fry. believe me, you're just a fucking nuisance to the community. do you seriously think that you're a big fuck? big deal? a somebody? you're just making us look down on you, laughing our ass off. you walk around, staring and finding trouble towards innocent people, civilians who know nothing. you're just being stupid. if you think that you're so tough, why dont you mess around with the fucking authorities? useless piece of shit.
think again, they are just like us. the difference between us and these scumbags is just that they think that they're so fucking tough when they're not. they may have alot of so called "back-ups", but we have guts. we have brains and we know what is right and wrong. right? so, the next time you see this kinda people/parasites, just look down, ignore. doesnt mean that we keep quiet we're afraid. we're not, but actually we're acting smart. we know that we can beat them. they are actually a bunch of cowards who walk in groups and finds trouble.
yeah, its all true. they're just plain cowards. why be afraid? be smart. be positive, stand up. speak out. everyone has the rights. they're just nothing to us but a piece of shit. useless shit. i believe that no one is greater, tougher and smarter than anyone. everyone is the same. always stand up, and only fight for your rights, not fight for trouble.
