i have sworn and given up half of my life for you. for i know, i really adore you, and i really need you. you are the light of my life. honey is starting school pretty soon. 13th april. yeah, she's a first year, higher nitec student in events management. woah, she's one smart ass. haha. accompanied her this morning to her school to register and buy some school stuff with her.

okay, i woke up as early as 1030. early? haha. met her under my block at around 11 plus? and off we go to her campus. reached there ard 12? i guess. not many people around. bumped into some of my friends there. haha. registered at the office, took her ez link photo and off we go to the hall to get her uniform. hee. uniform sucks this year. like wtf. eeee! ugly! no offence honey!

for a moment there, i felt worried, sad and happy? haha. funny. mixed feelings. why? im worried for honey as shes going to a new school. new friends, new people and new scumbags. haha. the sad part is that im scared that anything might happen to her as im not around to be beside her all the time. im scared that these mother fucking no life son of a bitches fucking psycho her and shits you know. thats how worried i am.

i know that i have to trust and believe her, but still? shit happens and i dont wanna fucking go through the same cycle like before. i care for her and all you know. she's my bestfriend, my mum, my dad, my counsellor and everything. she's my everything and if anything were to happen to her, or anyone dares to fucking pull off some shit to her, i swear im gonna fucking peel your skin off your bones. thats how much i love and care for her.

honey, take good care of yourself okay? you know i care for you, you know i love you. so, you fucking scumbags who thinks that you're so fucking hot tries to fucking bother her, better think twice. the next time i see you, you're dead! you're dead! i dont just speak, but i do what i say. Fuck you, fuck you and fuck you.

okay, its been like a few days or maybe weeks since i last blogged. and yeah, here i am. ive been busy and stuff, and i dont have time to blog and shits. okay, to start off, my hols are great. its been awesomely great. been spending most of my time with girlfriend. everyday and every night. thanks for always making my day a sweet one.

i have not been going to gigs lately. maybe because of too much girlfriend? ive been missing out on great gigs nowadays. nevermind, maybe its time for a change. oh ya, on the 4th april got this gig. a good one. hee. at fads. do come down. many great bands. i think im coming down myself. should be. if not, that means im busy with girlfriend.

ive been thinking alot lately. about my life, love and more shits. yeah. its time that i make a change in life, to be a better person. i wanna be that guy whose always there for my friends and family. guess what? ive finally given up my septum. its closed now. its like a birthday present to girlfriend since i dont have enough money to buy her one.

im still waiting for the clock to strike 3 so that i can go bathe and fetch girlfriend after work. im so bored and hungry. girlfriend has been sick for like 3 days now. wtf. i wanna send her to the doc but she refuses. stubborn! haha. do you know how worried i am. sheesh. nvm, at least she know how to take care of herself. i love you so much. get well soon okay hun? i'll always pray for your wellness.

till here then, always be positive. fuck this animal testings and shits. fuck you. may god bless you.

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