Monday, January 19, 2009
envy.
i feel bad. super bad for making my gf angry. i dont know why.
im just stupid i guess. im just one useless bf. i kept thinking about her.
i cant sleep nor even eat properly. like wth.
i've been thinking about everything that i have done to her.
im so meaaaaaaaaaaaan! im sorry baby! darn. i should have been
the one who always cheers her up when she's down. instead,
i always made her upset and everything.
i didn't mean to hurt her in any way. i didn't mean to let her down.
i feel guilty and thats it. i apologise and i'm sorry. you're the reason i'm smiling again.
i never thought i could hold onthe way your smile gets coldin the night, i put my feet backon the ground and try to stand tallthe weirdest world has pass me by, the things i see when ilook in your eyes, to be with youis all i had in mind, so what wouldyou say to me?a word from your sorry takesfor me to forget the worlda kiss from your lips can make me go round and round, i tried to tellyou that i love you, yes i dobe with me for the rest of you lifei think im in love with youi hope you feel the same way toocause you're always in mymindbe with me for the rest of your lifei bet i'll make it the greatest timeof your life.i love you N.