Fahmi.

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January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010

hello everyone. haha. today i feel like blogging again. so long i never use the comp. haha. got no time and sometimes lazy. been spending most of my after school days with gf. and now got no time to check my myspace, friendster and everything. haha. cause i dont care. at least i got to meet gf. haha!

okay, today is the most earliest days that i woke up. woke up at 9 sia! can you even believe that? haha. didnt went to school today. as usual, fridays are a no-mood-to-go-to-school-day. haha, lazy sia. and im rather happy, cause my attendance is imporoving. been attending all classes like fuck. im starting to feel alive again. haha!

today, im going to this gig at music garage. mixture of all genres. cant wait to go sia. finally, get to watch ragdoll and noveber 19th perform! yay! got ska band some more. haha. gonna be fun. gf told me not to go grind2 at other girls. haha! she jealous la! haha. but i wont la. who wanna go grind2 sia. haha. like no life. lol. before that im gonna meet gf first after she finishes working. gf got ite bishan! near sia. haha. like this can meet everyday sia. haha. mood = happy!

tomorrow still got gig sia. haha. at beat merchants. alot of good bands. but sad to say, im not going. gonna go catch a movie with gf. bride wars i think. weee! cant wait. then after that go sungei road. she wanted to go there so much. haha. gonna spend the whole day with gf. haha! okay then, till here. see you again at the next post. i stink cause i havent bathe. LOL. bye bye.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AIZAT!!!!!!

yo. haha. okay. today blogging again. boring. i just came back. tired, hungry, sleepy. today
im going to uob to celebrate aizat's birthday. wohoo! wahlau, i forgot to wish him on his birthday as my prepaid is low! wtf betul. haha. nehmind la. at least im coming today to celebrate his birthday with everyone. its a surprise la. he dont know anything. haha! cant wait to meet everyone! i miss everyone sia. so long like never lepak.(padahal every sat jumpe) haha! but still,
i miss everyone! woohoo! hahahaha. crap sia.

okay, tomorrow is Ragdoll's gig and sunday is November 19th's gig. woohoo! cant wait, but sad to say, i think im going to miss ragdoll's gig sia. cause im going sentosa with gf! haha. yay cause im going sentosa with gf and sad cause im gonna miss ragdoll's gig. wahlau. so many events happening this year. its like wtf sia. so much money is gonna fly away. haha. nehmind, its for the passion. haha! okay.

SORRY RAGDOLL IF I CANT ATTEND YOUR GIG!!!!!

and yes, sunday still got gig. november 19th. im coming!! yay!! haha. but still, i cant wait to go to sentosa tomorrow with gf. weeeeee~ haha. cant wait. we didnt get to spend much time together sia. and im sad. haha. nehmind, at least we going sentosa together and have fun. im gonna spend the whole day with you baby. =) haha.

okay then, till here. lazy want type some more. i wanna go eat now. hungry like what sia. haha.
okay la, wait for my next post. haha.

I FUCKING LOVE DESPISED ICON!!
Deathcore band from Montreal, Quebec.
Come to Singapore pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

okay, this blogging thingy is kinda addictive. and im kinda addicted. haha. shit.
so, today was fine. i just came back from school. not actually school la, but the singapore science center to be exact. haha.

woke up as early as 8. supposed to meet up with my classmates and teachers at 9 at the science center. but then, i was late. reached at around 940? haha. nehmind. when i reached, no one was there. i was like wtf. haha. okay, waited like fuck. like loner sia. ate $2 meal at mc cause i was hungry. few minutes later the rest arrived. when everyone has arrived, the teacher wasnt there.
we had to wait again. bastard sia the teacher. come late and made us wait like shit.

ya, okay. once everyone has arrived, we went in to the auditorium or whatsoever. theres a robotics competition. lame sia. but, kinda fun actually. haha. watch people battle against each other with their robots. haha! okay, im lame. walk here and there for a few minutes and then i got bored. decided to went home. i was there for like , from 10 to 1045? haha. wth. so fast go home. boringgggggg! went home and here i am. blogging again.

later meeting gf at 3pm. at lot 1. she said she wanted to go cotton on. haha. well, i missed her though. these past few days we have been ''quarelling''. wth. im a jerk. haha! i still love her anyway la. cant wait to meet her later. okay la, till here. tired la type type type. i wanna go eat now, damn hungry sia. like hungry ghost can? hahaha! anw, i miss my friends/bestfriends. haha.
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!

Often, At times,In the world full of confusionMerriment memories bring outGrief filled thoughts.The thoughts of loosing you,And how my dreams' budding flowers would fallWithout their sweet fruits...They strike frights to my soulAnd I tremble into a silent solitudeWhere I am blind,Blooded, paralyzed on a cross of existence Yet feelingEvery passing minuteAs they turn into chronicles of longing...Oh, sadness rounds my misty eyesAs faintly watching How the Sable SkyFlooding these present days withIts dark exhalation...

But every time I fall to pieces,Entrapped in the darkest eclipse of my sorrow I shall dawn with Hope and with Hope,When shadows lengthening, I shall welcome dusk For I knowIn the depth of my very burning soul,That True Love's Triumphal ArchBears only your Name!Where I must pass troughTo lie with You in theCradle of Forever

i've always had a fetish for girls with tatts and piercings. haha. wth. its kinda cool to see them with tatts and stuff. haha. if my religion were to allow us to have tatts, i would have had a full body suit. haha. like real sia. till here. bye.



my feelings are all messed up inside. the time has come for me to lay down all my cards
and reaffirm my vows and promises.

i have made many mistakes and cause much harm to myself. but, im not gonna cry
or even whine. im not gonna die and give it up that easy. i will learn from my mistakes and emerge stronger than before.

the time has come
to set it all straight
speaking the truth
because i got alot
of hate inside
who ever got balls
get ready and fight

i will not stay down, i will still carry on the fucking war. you cannot kill what will not die,
i will do anything and everything with discipline and determination.

Fight! there is no mercy for the helpless in this life
Fight! whatever hand you're dealt, be ready to fight
Fight! never surrender, stand your ground
Fight! always remember, everything is worth fighting for

one more thing, dont you motherfuckers ever try to come across my families, friends my relationships and whatsoever. everytime you try to come across them, you will see me again and again. i will beat you down till your fucking grave. i have no tolerance for such people.
i dont care who you are, where you come from, what size you are or whatsoever, if you dare to come across my families, friends and relationship, i will fucking bury you.

you have to kill me to stop me. thats just the way it is fucker. stay back and harm shall
not come. till here.

i feel bad. super bad for making my gf angry. i dont know why.
im just stupid i guess. im just one useless bf. i kept thinking about her.
i cant sleep nor even eat properly. like wth.

i've been thinking about everything that i have done to her.
im so meaaaaaaaaaaaan! im sorry baby! darn. i should have been
the one who always cheers her up when she's down. instead,
i always made her upset and everything.

i didn't mean to hurt her in any way. i didn't mean to let her down.
i feel guilty and thats it. i apologise and i'm sorry. you're the reason i'm smiling again.

i never thought i could hold on
the way your smile gets cold
in the night, i put my feet back
on the ground and try to stand tall

the weirdest world has pass
me by, the things i see when i
look in your eyes, to be with you
is all i had in mind, so what would
you say to me?

a word from your sorry takes
for me to forget the world
a kiss from your lips can make me
go round and round, i tried to tell
you that i love you, yes i do
be with me for the rest of you life

i think im in love with you
i hope you feel the same way too
cause you're always in mymind
be with me for the rest of your life
i bet i'll make it the greatest time
of your life.

i love you N.


this is like my first time blogging after so long. haha. can't believe im blogging. haha.
this is like super random. im doing the blog just for fun cause i have nothing to do at home.
and im like dying. super tired.

went to school today. early in the mornig. like wth. super early. at 8 o'clock. i can
barely open my eyes. haha. went to class. do some paper work. break for like 2 bloody hours.
then went to taka to meet gf. she was angry at me for some reason. im sorry baby.
i didnt meant to hurt you.

okay, till here. lazy want type some more. haha. whats the point. bye.


okay, this day was definitely great. haha.